I guess this means I’ve gotten stronger. On the other hand it also means my life sucks

That i prefer weekdays to weekends.

That i want to leave what is supposed to be the best time of my life.

And that the highlight of my day sometimes is taking a shit.

I really hope that my life completely changes next year. If next year is as bad as this one, there is no hope that this is worth it. What do I get up for? To go to class. To do work. Or simply because I’ve been asleep for too long.

Days like today where the only thing I’ve done is homework and watch episodes of grey’s anatomy. Where the only time I went outside was to buy lunch. Where i’m sitting here all day long because despite my effort, no one seems to want to be around me.

This year. This experience. All of it. It’s not worth it at all. I really have had a shitty year here and I can’t wait for it to be over.